the birth of shiyet
and yet another blog…
blog here, blog there, blogs everywhere!
My day has been a bore - it being a friday, I have not lost hope.
Tomorrow will be the start of my 7-day countdown before I start smelling the thick polluted air of Metro Manila… hmmmm home - -
My surreal 6 week stay will be filled with friends giving birth, nights of booz and studying algebra, planning for beach outings, climbing mountains, getting stuck in an uninhabitted island, weddings, reunions and graduation parties.
Damn Im bored.
This life is boring.
Im dead serious.
Working here, doing my job - this is boring. See what Im doing?! making a new blog - It cant be more boring than this.
Wiat - your reading this, that means your as lame as I am.
Maybe you’re as bored as I am.
Why are you wasting time reading my blog?
Why am I wasting time making it?
a few questions.
Is there time to regret when you die. I mean, instantly when you die. As that truck screeches; metal to metal impact…crash! Your car, the trucks front end in fusion… Is there time for you to regret?
-regret not telling your friends how special each and everyone of them are to you?
-regret not showing how much you love your family?
-regret not doing well or better in school/work?
-regret not joining that friend for a drink one night, the next day you found out he committed suicide?
-regret not going to La Union with your friend when she asked you to go surfing? When all you really wanted to do is to learn to surf?
-regret not telling your crush that you had a crush on her?
-regret not saying enough sweet nothings to the one you love?
is there time to regret for those who are dying in a span of a second or 2 if he is lucky?
Afterlife? who knows - who knows if we will regret when we’re in the afterlilfe - where life is better -
there’s no time for regret for the dying - there is a lifetime of regretting for the living though.
There is a lifetime to say what you wanted to say, do what you wanted to do and feel what you wanted yourself and others to feel while you are still walking amongst them. Let it not be a lifetime of “what if’s,”"I should have…”
Will you regret not being honest to me and telling me that you were mad at me when…
Will you regret not telling me that secret that could have changed my life?
Will you regret not telling me how you really felt when I asked you how your doing?
Will you regret not knowing me more when you really did not have anything better to do?
If I die today? Will you regret those?
THe dead dont regret, the living do…
shiyet - did I make any sense?
Do you regret wasting your time reading my blog?
Well?
I’ll see you next time when you have more time to waste -
