walking and thinking
The "fresco" in the pseudo italian setting of the Venetian hotel offered no solace for the longing. I walked not minding my family as they window shopped at candy coated prices at Dooney and Burke. I was thinking of one thing and one thing only. I wish I could be with Mads. I wish I was with her… Really really really be with her - and bid no more goodbyes.
It’s her birthday. It’s my Mad’s Birthday. It is her day and her man cannot be there to help her celebrate. I couldn’t be there to give her flowers in the morning, make her pancakes for her breakfast in bed and be her escort as she wears her most beautiful self.
In the van on the way home after dinner, I see the bright yellow moon floating over the eastern mountains. This moon will kiss her face tonight when she stares at is just as I am staring at it right now.
I miss my Mads. It will be innevitable. We’ll celebrate everything between New years day and Christmas… together we will be.
I’ll be home soon. Even if there will be no special occassion… We’ll celebrate still just cause we’re together. Soon Mads… I love you.
February 6th, 2007 at 8:33 am
*kakalungkot naman* hoy! jab naalala mo nagpunta sa apartment namin nung birthday ko nde poa tau formally introduced may crush ka na saken *hahah yuck feeling* first time we met dba? dba? hahahah anniv and you dumped me after that cavite episode *huhu* anyway andito na tau aken ka na aken ka lang. Jab i love you i love you so much